my 'weekends' start..

Sometime i really hope that u dun keep appearing in my mind..
coz it only bring more and more suffer plus sadness to me..
how come like that?
i also dunno..

I really need u but what u can give me??
ur time?u couldnt do this!!

reli hope that i could be selfish a bit..
and dun let u to do watever u wan..
so u could have more time with me..xD..
but of coz i wont do so..

Why i wrote tis??for fun??maybe..haha
let u guys guess the trueness of what i had written above..
haha..

i need a good listener who can help me to release myself also someone i can be myself and do not have to pretend in front of her o him..
my super and best friend..i know u guys are kinder busy..
it's ok..haha..dun feel to trouble u guys as well..
haha..

hh, i remember what u had said..
"Dun change urself too much until i cant recognise u!"
i wont of coz..haha..i am who i am forever..

today, i cried in front of my friends..
coz suddenly someone said that i am fat..
he is not kidding of coz..i didnt feel hyper sad but just dunno why my tears fell down naturally..
then my friens said "who said her like that? u guys will never see her eating anymore next week!"
I said before that i really dun care of gaining weight!!but actually i CARE!!
i CARE soo MUCH!!!
just like sometimes i say i dun care tis dun care that, but actually i care!!!

Chatting with jin dear so much..
sad case..her cousins needed her helps..
so we just manage to chat for a while..
haha..

Going to tuition soon..
damn happy..later going out to watch "xin guang mei sao nv" competition with kri..
candy, yen ru and abigil going also..
woo...n also jac..miss her so much..
melo dear, hope u going also..
i really miss u sooo muchh..muakzz..
haha..

my post almost reached 99 ler..
wish everything can last long..
haha..
hh, change ur mind please..
not everything but something really lasts long..
good luck to u..haha