my decision

made a decision that i hope i wouldn't make it!!
but it's too late!!
i made it!!
soo complicated!!
really dunno what i wan..
hope someone told me that what i really need..
"i need ppl to think that i am the 1 who is always right, ppl that would not fight with me, ppl that love me very much, ppl that can treat me like a princess.."
Is that what i want?
erm..should be i think..
got better and more relaxe after making the decision..
hope to be much happier as well..
but after some time, i changed my thinking again!!
i really dunno how..
i hate this feeling!!
blek!!it's over!!