sorry

i hate myself as well..
i am just as stupid as ****
everytime i told myself that i need an ans and i will give up..
but i getting more greedy each time..
i saw her crying when she was scolding me..
i know u love me..
u dun wan to see me like tis..just bcoz of a boy..
and i know that it's not worth..
i know..but my heart and mind always do the opposite things..
sorry..u say u wont help me anymore..
coz if i continue like that no one can help me..
i know..
i want a nice slip..i dun wan everytime woke up at 2 0 3am..
i dun wan..
i hope to be happy when i am with u guys..
i dun wan to spoil the mood of others..
i really dun wish..
i dun wan influence others' lives..
i dun wan..
sorry sorry..
thousands of sorry..
i just dunno how i can stop it..
i am really stubborn..
really..
i wish i am not too..
sorry dear friens..
and love u,k?
WONG SING SIEN CARRIE WONG for doing such stupid things for me..
yesterday mumi keep ask me go back Sibu..
maybe she know that it's not good for mr to stay here anymore..
but at last i din go..
coz i haven finish my hw..
and i told mumi tat i dun wan go school..xD