fate?fake?

Test test test??
i hate it..
quite emo recently..
all my sad emotion and tears come back..
dunno why..
Friends?
what friends are?
that the question i hope to ask since long time ago..
the first time i found out that u all went out without asking me..
damn hurt i was..and i told him..
u know..i still remember during form 5 i used to walk to your class and find u all..
but u know u all hurt me badly!!
u all busy with ur hw?
and i am once being eliminated again..
luckily i still got him..
he is the only one who will talk with me..
so after thet i never go and find u all..
do u know all these?
u know how much i hope u all go my class and find me?
Limteh?
out topic never link together..
what i am thinking u know it?
Outing????no no no....
everything is changing..
maybe i am the one who changed most..
that wat the things i hope to say out...
hh told me before nothing can last forever..
include friendship..
fate proved that it's true but there's some exceptions..
Going out with my gangs...xDDD
woo..hope that i can sleep well..
everytime after crying all the things seem become better..
smile..u told me to smile...
hahahhaha...FAKE SMILE...