moody

since the moment u told me that u maybe going to australia for further ur study ,
i couldn't stop myself from getting down and moodless..
i'm feeling BAD!
yes, i do!
even cried badly coz it's the only way for releasing my sadness...
i just dun wan to be LONG LONG distance with u..
even u say there not much different from now!
but i want to tell u that "IT'S DIFFERENT"..
we couldn't meet each others even sem break or holidays!
and yet u told me that u are not going back for chinese year..
my birthday, our first valentine, our first anniversary??
who going to be with me?
and we just have a chance to meet each other after half year..
i dun wan to interfere with ur decision..
even u say u wan to go, i won't stop u..
i dun wan u feel regret next time..
and i can feel that u really want to go for it!
T.T