fake

Who really know me?
i think no one..
coz i also dunno myself well..
doris ting who you are?
u know i just want to remember that i am doris ting..
and not other things else..
no friens, no troubles..
'no friens' proves that i can survive by my own..
friens are real?
we shouldn't tell them our secret..our problems..
coz they WILL spread..
life teach us that we should dun be that stupid..
we should put everything in heart..
tat sounds better..

why everyone seem to force me?
dun force me anymore..
coz u will make me run further..
why i couldn't make decision by my own?
i really tired enough..
i think it is not worth, enough?

dun force me anymore..
i scare i can't accept it anymore..

recently, my heart so pain..
it's so difficult even to breath..
dun 'fan' me anymore..
plsss....
i just hope to get out of u all life..
after i heard what she said in front of me..
it's hurt and my eye drops dropping down..
nevermind..it teaches a lesson..
ëverything does not go in the way u think..
i will be clever..
i just hope to protect myself..
dun hurt me anymore...

and do u all care about what i think..
i hate school..
everyone seem to discus about u..
i hate it!!javascript:void(0)
WTF...u are not 'caring' me..ok?